I don't care anymore.

I wish I can stop fighting with my dad. There's no point of fighting because I always lose. I love my dad I would do anything for him. The thin that I need to work on is my temper because when I get mad I throw things and break things, which is so not good. I can't keep living this way because life is way to short to be mad all the time at dumb things. I want to enjoy the life I have right now and the people in it. Like people say, "You can't choose your family." That's why I need to start getting along with my little brother Anthony. People would say that I was jealous and I was because he would get all of the attention and people would not care about me, so I felt left out. I was jealous and now I'm not. I don't care if people don't believe because I know the truth. There's a lot of things I wish I can write, but I am not going to write everything about my problems because I don't want people to know and think that I am just being emo or that I just want attention...huh no. My problems stay with me and thats it.
People can say whatever they want and it would not affect me in any way because I am done caring or thinking about what people might think or say about me.

The Hunger Games

I love this book!! It's so good. Everyone should it. I am like obsessed with it. At first I was like "uh no thanks," but now I am loving this book. I think there is four books. My sister is already going to start reading the 3rd book. I am want to read it right now.

Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows part 2

Only 15 days until Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows part 2 come out!!
I am so going to watch this at midnight! It's also coming out on my birthday, which makes my birthday special because this is the last movie of Harry Potter. After this movie is no more Harry and his friends, which makes me really sad. But there's Pottermore, which is a website for Harry Potter fans to read and do other stuff with the Harry Potter fans. One of my goals is to go visit the Harry Potter theme park, which is in Florida. I am almost there. Just got to be patient a little more longer.
Well, thats all for now.
See ya!

Need to stop.

Yesterday, I was looking up at why I pull my eyebrows and eyelashes. I found that I have Trichotillomania, which means it's a impulse control disorder that is the compulsive urge to pull out one's own hair leading to noticeable hair loss, distress, and social or functional impairment. I being trying to find ways that can help me stop, I am going to try to use rubber gloves. I hate this because there's a little bit of eyebrow and eyelashes hair. This website I found says that I should find someone that I trust to talk to about this problem and telling them about my feelings. But I don't really trust anyone to tell my feelings. I'm scared that I will be laughed at. Should I talk to my mom? Or what? The website also says that I may be pulling my hair because it might be from depression or stress. I don't want anyone to pity me because thats the last thing I want. I just want help!

Spring Midterms

Ugh!!!! Midterms are coming this week and I am going to be studying this week like crazy. I tried to study the last two days, but I was busy babysitting these kids that came from Mexico.
Speaking of those kids, they eat like they have two stomachs yesterday for breakfast they bread with butter and SUAGER! Then they ate five bags of fruit snacks, 5 apples, bread with Nutella, more fruit snack, a mountain of pasta for lunch, and when we went to Chuck E. Cheese they ate 5 slides of pizza. These girls are super skinny, but my sister told me that they are still little, but when they get older they are going to gain everything that they have eaten. Its really amazing how much they eat. Haha.
Anyways, back to the midterms, yes I am going to be taking a midterm for History of Dance on Tuesday and a test in Math 20. Then Thursday is my midterm for Math 20. I am going to go crazy here. Well I have go study some more.

Not a fan of Twilight

Yes, it's true I am not a fan of Twilight, I am more of a Harry Potter fan. Harry Potter is wayy better than Twilight, those movies sucks especially the first one someone should remake that one. And choose better people to play the parts because Kristen Stewart is not a good actor, she sounds like a guy and she always looks emo. And Robert Pattinson is just not cute at all, he is too hairy, and he looks like he doesn't like playing Edward Cullen.
Now, Harry Potter on the other hand is wayy better and veryy different. I knew Harry Potter since I don't know, I still remember going to go watch the 2nd movie in theaters with my sister and cousin. I read all of the books, watched all of the movies expect of course the last one. I mean I seen it but it was only part 1 and that is because the book was broken in half so the part 2 is coming out in July 15 which is my birthday. I am going to cry when its over because Harry Potter is done there is no more books or movies this is the end. It doesn't matter that there are no more movies because I will always be a Harry Potter fan.♥

Michael Jackson

R.I.P Michael Jackson the King of Pop. I miss him soo much! He is and was such a beautiful person all he cared about was the Earth and everyone in it, I don't know how some people could make lies about him if he would never hurt no one. Michael Jackson would never be forgotten, his music will live forever!♥♥